i will miss the plain form lesson!!!! sobss............. i was looking forward to the lesson too.......... haiz...... no choice! study myself!
yest sensei, generally taught me plain form.........
i think i gt around 6 things i have to finish doing before the trip!
haiz...... but i'm tired! tml last day of the wuahahaa...........
when i'm tired i really having some bad mood! haiz......... so so so not in the mood! haiz......... my late slp and etc....... all gone case because of the 5am thingy!!!! it's so dumb! haiz.........
pls loh! wat makes u think i wan to continue to go there! pls la! i noe i go there can help u to reduce ur work load. but hoh!!!!! i'm really nt a 5am person! u noe wat! i think i nv really slp in a bus before! as in really slp........... and because of this i slpt in bus! i think if bus isnt so shaky and have a nice a comfortable place for me to slp i think until i reach bus interchange i also wont wake up! hahahaa......... i'm so tired..........
BUT! i'm really looking forward to friday arrival! although it really make my mama spend alot of $$$ haiz.......... poor mama....... after my return from the wonderful (hope it's wonderful) holiday. i shall find find find job! wuahahaa......... obviously nt the 5am place la! pls la! my morning is vry bad mood one! haiz.......... dont noe hw to say! but mus earn $$$$$.......... and therefore pls do nt ask me out to anywhere! i guess my ans will be: u shuld noe! maybe gt exception but hardly........ i have to earn $$$ to pay for my lessons......... i'm really really Broke! therefore pls do not ask me out! for any gd or bad reason........ maybe i can make exception.......... but depends......... really depends........ ya dont ask me, to make me find a reason to reject u! therefore best dont ask me better! maybe wait for like 5months later? i think by tt time shuld be recover.......... but i think 5months later lazy to go out liao.........
u c! it's like working cum two days of studying cum some days of driving cum once two wk of something........... i dont think i can fork out the time to come out.......... hahahaa.......... c hw bah......... this is wat i currently predict......... but maybe 5months later some kind sch accept me then maybe things will change.......... but currently nt in the stage of put my hopes high! hahahaa........ i noe my limits......... hahahaa......... but i'm really tired......... and nt having quite a gd mood! there's so many things i hav to do before i go for my trip and i'm so tired tt i dont feel like doing! haiz........... who can help me? cant i guess.........
dont tok to me bah nw! tired........... nt in gd mood! stupid ear pierce spoiled! and hav to spend $$$ to buy...... haiz...... i shall go pack some of my things nw! haiz......... brain cant rmb so many things! dont tell me anything tt i ned to do liao......... later brain burst! because nt enough space to put so many things........... haiz......... my jiayou liao!
Rubbish tok! (nw u can switch back to wat u was doing liao......... or go do something more worth ur time!)
there's lots and lots of things i really wish to kick it out of my life! and wish tt it dont come into my life or dont noe abt wat i'm doing....... hw shuld i say......... nvm........ sometimes u think u r the best but u arent! u think u mean alot to someone.......... but u arent..... sometime things jus dont go according to wat u plan! haiz......... dumb dumb....... hating things spoil my plans......... nt really plan but maybe some kind of things i wish to finish by sometime or like maybe haiz....... somehw things is in a mess! MESS! so many things but so little time! haiz.......... worries have come and appear on the surface......... and it's time to solve it one by one! but the mood isnt here to solve it......... or dont hav the energy or strenght to solve it....... haiz....... ned more more time.......... haiz....... dont noe hw to say......... sometimes there's lots of lots of things i wan to say.......... but in the fact tt this stupid world hav to concern abt other things...... before u do something u hav to concern abt another thing......... tt's vry vry irritating........ it jus make things cant be fulfill. maybe i shuldnt blame it on the things happen, instead i shuld blame it on myself for nt having the will to do it! YA! tt's right! but things keep changing! i wan to do this do tt but things jus keep changing! sometimes i wish life can be jus be like tt! as wat i wish it goes..... like follow my paces.... but sadly cant! i jus nt fast enough to follow the paces of this world....... i'm slow back behind time........ haiz......... can i jus dont concern abt anything and do things hwever i wish to? obviously no i gues......... sadly speaking tt's really really sad! haiz.......... can i say out watever i wish to say? watever i really really think it isnt the things tt i wish it goes like........ wat am i toking abt? nonsense! i dont noe! but tt's the thing........ i'm really slpy..........
i dont noe hw shuld my life continues......... i dont noe i dont noe!!!!!!!!!!!! hw gd is life?
can dont give me any thing more to do! pls dont give me anything more to do liao! haiz.......... i dont like blogging..... doesnt make things better anyway! haiz............. but i vry talkative! but i dont noe who shuld i tok to.......... actually i dont hav mood to accept any kind of reply currently....... therefore i jus blog it, by blogging noone can reply to u! even if the person reply tt time when u read the reply ur mood change liao therefore u wont think like tt......... then mus c the person luck liao........ if luck gd, gd mood then gd rpely bad mood and no reply........ in order nt to reply things might regret........ i guess......... i dont noe nvm........ doesnt matter....... after the album i shall leave liao......... being tired really make my mood lousy.......
things isnt wat i wish it is like, jus make my lousy mood worst! wuahahaa...........
this is another long rubbish post! I have been blogging rubbish this few wks........ but tell u a secret.......... watever i blog is jus part of the post nt the full thing of the rubbish.......... this jus means tt things isnt tt gd.......... because ........... i dont noe........... but i wish to beat ppl up and scold ppl now! i wish i can scold scold scold ppl now! i wish i have a big big bottle to fill the bottle all with the lousy mood and watever i wan to scold and throw it away! i'm really tired........ when i'm tired i start my rubbish! haiz...........
ok tt's all with my rubbish! if u read my rubbish! i think u really is bored nw......... therefore i shall advise u dont come bother me, if u think u hav the power to make me dont make u as a victim of mine then try ur luck! but i think no matter who i guess will get a bad bad reply......... i'm really really tired....... i'm nt a 5am person!
u will understand if u understand! but this doesnt matter since if u dont understand also dont affect ur life! tt's nt ur prob! i'm really tired..........
kk, thanks for wasting ur precious time on my rubbish! but jus an advise dont waste ur precious time on this! because there's really no point to waste it here! ok go use ur time on better and more worth thing bah! bye bye! nites!
I wish............ I wish..............
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