Black, Grey.................

This world is so dark!!!!

if u wan to slack jus tell me u wan to slack! dont tok so much rubbish! pls la! tok so much rubbish! like i care! i in bad mood nthing gd goes in! everything gd or bad jus turn out to be bad! no shuld say! gd become bad! bad become worst!!!! STUPID dumb dumb........ this world is so so so dark!!!!
haiz........... This is the world!!!!

adult life is already grey colour liao! some adult place is dark black!!! OMG! black is already the darkest liao! still dark black!!!! tt's really haiz..........
there's some thing call ri jui zian ren xin!!! i can c it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! things become clear!!!! nvm.......
haiz........... so so so so irritated! but cant say it here! hahahaa........... nvm....... i vry bad one! always complain! but no choice! hahahaa...............

Where's my chocolate Fren!!!! Where r u????????????????? haiz............. who noe wat is chocolate fren? even u noe also no prize! hahhaa......... but can try guessing! hahahaa...........
haiz..........
ima nani ga ichiban hoshii desu ka? dont noe gt the ga or nt!

sianz la........ this sat gt a short short test...... ok it wont affect anything i jus wan to test whether i noe it or nt! so mus study! but hoh........ i gt 3 lesson of hw haven do yet!!!!! haiz......... sianz......... is like 21 lesson ned to study!!!! hahahaa..... some action verb still haven learn! hahaha......... lots lots of words verb noun and etc......... haven learn yet! as in i haven learn! hahahaa.........
no time no time!!!! sianz............

nx wk gt interview! i'm scared!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! feel like skipping it! can i change my mind? but like vry bad! i have to go search for wat might they ask! SCARED!!!

sianz sianz.......... jus return home nt long ago! and because tml have to wake up at 7am, i feel so sianz.......... no movation at all......... tml mus go out for lunch!!!!! to spend lots of lots of time outside to slack.......... wuahaaa......... but alone!!!!! so sianz.............. ALONE!!!! sobs sobss........ mama cannot go out eat!!!! so i mus go alone!!!! SAD!!!!! haiz......... maybe i shuld use my last time alone way........... but in sch so weird walk here and there........... sianz loh.......... maybe i shuld find somewhere to sit down jus to spend my time outside of tt place! haiz.......... no air......... haiz......... sianz sianz sianz........... nvm! two wks plus only!!!!!!!!!!!!!! or two wks only!!!! JIAYOU!!!!

since Chocolate fren still is unknown........... so haiz.......... Chocolate FREN!!!!! hungry!

today dinner wen isetan c wat fair they having then i bought something cold liao! nt so nice.......... sianz loh............ dry dry one! no worth tt price......... but my fren bought the hot one! therefore for hers is worth tt price! sianz...............

tml will be a black day for me again i guess..............
hands r aching!!!! back ache while working too! sianz...........
mus spend this few days night time study liao......... i guess........... 9 then can go home! sat still ned work! i'm TIRED!!!! haiz.......... then friday ling's birthday...... gg out...... leave at 7 hope it wont be until too late! i still have to study one............ no time liao.......... sianz........ those katakana i still alot nt vry sure wat is tt! hahahaa........... kanji is worst! hahahaa............ nv go memorise at all! although shuld be hav hiragana to help! hope have! hahahaa..............

i miss my past life............ I love my wonderland nw! my world............. hahahaa............ sianz..........
tired....... but..........

haiz........... pls la! i dont wan eat breakfast u care so much for wat! end up because i angry i force myself and hw to say keep putting the food into my mouth......... trying my best to finish it as fast as possible! i guess in around 5plus mins i finish tt pack of noodle! i'm spoiling my wei......... vry unhealthy thing to do! but nvm.......... tml i share go buy something to eat and sit at atrium or somewhere, whereby i dont feel so weird place to eat............. nvm........ if u think i'm crazy also nvm.......... if u noe hw i pass my life working alone for the two yr but once a wk only la............ but i guess noone noe bah! hahahaa.......... nv tell anyone....... i think so...... hahahaa......... boring and bo liao stuffs also shuldnt disturb others jus to say such things......... hahaa......... but maybe i did it before! who noes! hahahaa............ maybe i dont rmb! hahhaaa.........

weird........... having some kind of mood swing or watever! anyway i think my wei feel nt vry comfortable..........

time to change things working around me i guess............. the failure of things............. it's time liao.......... shuldnt drag........ life will get more miserable........... somehw i'm like keep having mood swing.......... haiz.........

ya! anyone noe hw hmm....... hw to say! i guess i shuld learn hw to take things easily! right? i guess so.......... if nt life will be miserable too............ i dont noe......... feel like hoping for rain........ playing in the rain is fun! played once before! hahahaa........... in my wonderful life period......... u all shuld noe when since i had say quite alot of time liao! i think so! hahahaaa............ if u dont noe also nvm........ doesnt matter........... things dont make a diff.......... life still goes on...........

i'm Tired........... hw i wish morning dont come............. but sadly it's impossible........... life had been changing and changing............. from colourful life slowly it change and change......... slowly one colour by one colour leave.............. and turn life into grey........ or black........... or worst worst colours.............. slowly changing into a battle field........ is it? or even worst? maybe i'm jus too pesti......... but the more u grow up u live a more complicated life..........

mo mo mo had come...........

so many things to do........... nope! life have a few things tt is still colourful....... but mostly grey or black i guess.......... i guess i'm really nt gd in working with others........
i guess i shuld say IT'S MY PROB........... nt others.........

ya......... i guess so............ i'm the Root of the prob........... haiz.........
the protection house had been remove slowly one yr by one yr.......... slowly it will be gone soon and forever........... :'( sad desu...........

I guess this is life..........

Thank u for wasting ur time to read this............ but i still encourage or maybe advise or suggest u nt to waste ur time with me........... it's jus purely a waste of time reading wat i write..........

use ur time at somewhere more worth ur time!
k then bye bye! and nites........ thanks for wasting ur time! wuahahaa............