I'm selfish and ji jiao!

My mama 被我念到非常烦！！

You shuld expect this! since u r asking to borrow something from me!!!
I admit i'm selfish and ji jiao! i think you shuld know it long ago! since you have know me for 21 yrs+!!!

Frankly speaking, borrowing things to other especially my FAVOURITE things and things that will be somehw damage or distort or etc, i would want to lent anyone (including family members!) so you should know how selfish i am!

Since it's something i like alot i wont want it to land in someone else hand and come back to me with any damage or things happen to it! Cant accept my favourite things to be damage (cant get the right word since i'm referring to alot of different kind of things) by anyone other than me! at least i cant blame others for it, but i wont wan myself to spoil my own things too.

So anyone who have the potential of causing damage to my things are ppl who i dont wish they come ask me lent them things. Y? because i wont be able to reject them...... but i will keep saying behind them! so hope everyone pls dont come and ask me something you know i dont like! Because i dont like to reject ppl or i shuld say i dont dare? something like tt to reject anyone!

Sorry to be so ji jiao but since it grow inside me, it's hard for me to change. If possible if you dont like me doing something or borrowing something from you, try to tell me somehow i will try my best to rmb not to to it. But i guess i'm just too ji jiao person! anyway i'm also vry vry naggy!

In conclusion! 辛苦你们了！お疲れ様でした！！My dear family and friends........... But the fact that i cherish all my favourite things so pls don't come borrow from me unless you DO NOT have the potential to spoil it or damage it and most importantly you CONFIRM WILL NOT spoil or cause any damage to it! Since my favourite things are things that cant be replace easily and thing i cherish alot! and even if it is replaceable, it might not have the feeling of the one that i got it by myself. But Guess currently my 1st place thing, noone will care and wan to borrow it from me! hahahaa.......... People around me should know what i'm referring to.

Anyway i will be more than willing to lent to you if you can promise no damage and really want to see it though each one of them cost a bomb (for my current finance status[student])! hahaa.......... All my DVDs are more than 50 and one of it cost me up to 3 digits! So i'm really hoping that my attachment will give up to 4 digits pay! hahaa........... so lets pray! need to save up for my trip during December/January! Hope i can get the tickets!
Need a job!!! hiding all my expenses from my mama though! hahahaa..........

Everything will turn out to be nice when i tok/think/watch/listen/etc about them! hahaa........

Shall find some time updating my blog skin here? shuld i? just change my blog skin for my arashi blog yest if i'm nt wrong or a few days ago. hahaa.......... maybe i shuld improve on it before working on this blog! hahaa......... Gosh! haven post abt my malaysia trip! malaysia again........ ok, i shouldnt say such things because there is alot ppl out there might even have prob traveling out of there countries due to lots of diff reasons. Ok, the trip was like normal i guess i can say tt. Shall update the abt the trip tml! hahaha........

=D bye bye! i shall go watch arashi variety show to let me not think abt my lovely shoe! that i think i wear it for less than 20 or 15 times! and because bu hao yi si dont lent others and dont dare to let others noe i dont wan to lent tt favourite shoe to others! and i bet tt shoe wont last....... soon it will land in the bin...... the price of the shoe is cheap but to me it worth like 50! though the price of the shoe is around 1/4 or less than what i think it worth to me.
I love the shoe alot! i bu she de wear one loh! only wear it if i ned to, such as special occasion or need it to match my clothes. ok i'm really vry naggy! lalaa...........

I love ARASHI! =D especially SHO! hahaa......... but i guess i love their concert best! since i became their fan after watching their concert in kokuritsu! hahaa.......... Knowing their existence for i think 8 yrs or more? wait let me count....... cant really rmb when i know them but i guess around 2001 - 2003? so i guess around 8 - 10 yrs before i turn into their fan! hahaa........ guess to become a fan of some idol is not purely about their music at least for me? When i know about them i think their music is nice, i like it but i guess hmm....... the accessibility to them is quite limited? nvm i don't really rmb! hahaa......... kind of rmb the PV i saw was like grassland type, that the 1st song (by them) i heard and i like it think i did a search but......... hmm......... but frankly speaking i don't rmb which song was that. hahahaa........ if not wrong should be 感謝カンゲキ雨嵐 the PV is film is some field...... yup should be that! hahaa........

Anyway i like their songs hahahaa......... but Sho wasn't the factor that turn me into arashi fan! hahaa......... but it's gd at least not purely because sho become more handsome that turn me into their fan but no doubt that he is that factor that makes me continue to research/search more about them, i guess i can say that? and i found their concert videos! and tan dang!!! and become a arashi fan! that make me so broke nw! hahaa...........

But i guess different different people have their reasons for becoming a fan other some idols..... So i guess this is the reasons i became a arashi fan! hahaa..... but i had missed alot of things....... but if i really became their fan at tt age (during 2000 ~ 2003) i guess i would have the ability and resources to get hold of their CDs and etc..... not vry sure during that time hmv sg store sells their CDs or nt or can pre-order their CDs, since during that period i gt all my CDs from CDrama or sembawan, so not too sure......... but don't know from when i have the image of getting a Japanese CD is really hard from local stores! Anyway currently all my CDs and DVDs i get it from online store so hahahaa......... but shipping from Japan is really x! 吃不消！！but that's the best way to get hold of those LE ver! so i can only bear with it, if i really want to continue to support them...... or i shuld say if i want to own their CDs and DVDs..... actually album and DVDs aren't that bad..... it hurts alot when i'm getting their single....... because the cost of the shipping is like more than half of the price of the single! so it's like i'm paying 1/3 for shipping......... but no choice..... so the single will turn out to be around 30 after shipping........ so have to try to combine it with some other items to make the shipping cost to be not as much as it is. hahaa.......... and i'm just calculating and calculating and continue to calculate.......... And i dont wan to be a accountant! hahaa......... not interested but do i really have the ability and potential to be one? i guess not..... accountant job isn't just about calculating? to me accountant job is tough, tedious and tiring........ no shuld be all jobs! hahaa......... but i dont like accounting anyway! gt x lousy grade for POA during poly and tell myself not to touch accounting anymore! though my fren say my cost accounting is gd so can go study accounting......... neh.... not interested.......... jiayou bah! my fren! hahaa........ not an easy job! jiayou all accountants! =DDD

Everyone in this world have their own purpose to contribute this world so let us head toward what we should be doing for the world! hahahaa........... =DDD because earth is still rotating!!! hahaa........ till it stop we shall continue to pursue our dreams and contribute as much as we can to the world......... (positively!) hahaa....... ok really really out of topic though!

I really should go and watch my arashi things liao! the fastest buffer timing! hahaa.......
I love nino and ohno too! hahahaa.......... but my no 1 is Sho! seems like noone can overtake him! but frankly speaking if you ask me wat i like abt him wat i can say is just abt his looks? hmm..... i dont noe leh........ because he is more clever? i really dont noe! but i can tell you i like nino and ohno character but i also like their look! hahaa......... but y is sho first? i wonder........... but who cares! most impt thing is that i noe he is the first can liao!

Shall continue and work towards my dreams........ =DDD